myspace is like forever21 now, french duos and dinner parties

I just realized it…how it mimics the other friend connecting sites, I mean, its like forever21 copying amazing christian loboutin shoes! I don’t know if its xanga or myspace whose like ff21…but whatever. I really want to sleep but I can’t, I have so much to do so little time. Tomorrow is going to be [...]

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my heart twists in tangles in the wood

Yesterday i realized that well, yesterday I would’ve been in Tanglewood. I was surprised that I found myself thinking that when I was so immersed in shopping in wasteland, looking through blouses by marc jacob, walton whoever else, and thats all I could think about. Today I woke up and thought about it even more, [...]

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question on sacrifice

I’m slightly perplexed at this moment. I googled pacific symphony so I could see what the concerts were gonna be next season, I notice this article thats speaking of a musicians tenure and pay in PSO. I was terribly shocked to here that before 2007 they only made at the most 25,000! to an extent [...]

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every second

every second, I think about my pacific symphony audition I keep thinking even more i want to get in because lets face it, as a young musician you only play stravinsky’s firebird once in a blue moon , same goes for shostakovich’s fifth symphony and ravel’s daphnis and chloe. And the thing is, pacific symphony [...]

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Out of the woods, untangled

I didn’t get in…again, BUTI tanglewood… prayers everyday, wishes at 11:11, pleading for the priest to pray for me too. and I didn’t get in, why?

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