melt downs and valentino

Today I realized how much laziness can affect one person. I was assuming I’d get the honor roll, sure i had a C but my cumulative grade was 3.63 oops I found out high school doesn’t give a shit about your cumulative grade, only your academic, which is a 3.26, makes me feel like a [...]

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when the salty sea water tickles me

I’m excited, gonna go to the beach today with Sharon, one of the spur of the moment activities, I like it more when things are just…like, not planned, well somewhat planned, not like arrive at your house pick you up but I mean, well I’mjust excited. Excited:? why? Well its summer, I haven’t been to [...]

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The Evaluation factor

I was walking back from the kitchen, thinking about my big sis’s blogs. All of a sudden my mind switched to my blogs, my blogs were always aimed to either be music oriented or fashion oriented… but it always ended up being about my woes and my drama infested teen life. I’m not sure why [...]

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question on sacrifice

I’m slightly perplexed at this moment. I googled pacific symphony so I could see what the concerts were gonna be next season, I notice this article thats speaking of a musicians tenure and pay in PSO. I was terribly shocked to here that before 2007 they only made at the most 25,000! to an extent [...]

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doubt

My Pacific Symphony audition is tomorrow, and I’m scared. I don’t know what to do, I don’t feel ready, I have two problems in my excerpts that are giving me the hardest time of my life. Stravinsky’s fire bird’s awkward f# D a# to f#, then the arpeggio going up to high f, its hard [...]

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